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i really wish i was good at updating this... bunch of stupid stuff has been going on. not going to write about it cuz im hoping ill forget about it one day. right now im just watching Judging Amy then Boy meets world then i have class 3:10-4:40. thursdays are the best day. theres no doubt. i have my basketball game at 6:15pm. then the boys basketball game at 8:15pm then i have to write a 3 page paper about a 20th century president's speech. pretty lame. i had a dream that it was 88 degrees last night. yesterday was kim n colleens birthday. ill be 19 in 3days. i need to get an ipod. and i need to get my car fixed becuase it was broken into over 3months ago. umm wat else...our first lacrosse game is march 5th in west lafayette, indiana. .. i withdraw'ed from philosophy. im hoping to get a B in english and math and im hoping to pass psychology. which means i need a C. i duno.. mm i suppose thats all for now. ill try to do this more often
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[December 11th, 2005 - 8:26am] |
So i figured id update this. mainly for me. not for anyone else. ...
um. so its 8:27 am. and i havent gone to sleep yet. i dont know why. sometimes im tired and i try to sleep and i cnat and other times im just not tired. its weird. last night i went tobed at like 5am slept till 9 am and then fell back aslsep till around 12:30 and the night before that... which was thursday night into friday morning. i had to go tbed at 1am becuase i had to be up at 7;15am ... and for some reason that night i actaully felt good when i woke up i felt refreshed like i actually had a good sleep. but um. besides that... for the past 3 weeks i havent slept. atleast not good. every oncein a while ill sleep around 8 hours or ill sleep for 4 hours and take a 2-3 hour nap. but i duno i feel just tired.
umm i want things to go back to normal. thats step one. i think the worst thing in the world to me. is to know that someone cant trust you. like i hate that feeling. more than anyhting. i dont know. i also realized i hate smoking. and im 100% positive i could never date a guy or marry a guy that smokes. even if that means im not gunna go out with anyone for the rest of my life. maybe im jsut typing this becuase my head hurts and ive been thinking alot latel ybecuase of my lack of sleep. oh and becuase of my weird sleeping patterns. i usually eat dinner. and thats it. so i will eat dinner around 4pm or 5pm then be starving by 3 am or 4 am. so im never hungry anymore either. maybe i have some ulcers growing in my stomach or something
i dont know im just typing becuase im sick of everything i suppose. now im really hungry. even though yesterday i ate a sandwhich aroudn 2pm nad then el gallo around 8pm so um the bears game is on at 12. hopefully they win. i think they might. especially since the steelers are on a 3 game losing streak and we're on an 8 game winning streak. illinois basketball is 10-0. thats pretty sweet. oh and i want to see that The Producers cuz it has the guy that plays ferris buller in it. and it has will farrell in it
clearly i have severe add. bu ti think im gunna go find something to eat then try to nap before the bears game.
maybe ill start writing in this again
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[October 29th, 2005 - 9:07pm] |
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So basically to sum up the past few days.. the white sox are the 2005 world series champions. but i am not surprised. im extremely happy. me, jz, and her friend jenny were all at the united center watching the 4th game.. did i mention it was a sweep? oh cuz it was. so amazing. ... then we hung out on 95th n central cheering at cars with liek 30 other kids.
and lately... ive been really bored n stuff. last night we played baseball then i went to Eleanors Fault/ Thee Ability show. but i left before Thee ability playd..although i heard they sounded amazing. so congrats to them on their first show. and then from like 11:15-1:15 me and jz drove around.. it was actaulyl a really fun night. we drove threw forest preserves, to countryside. aka lagrange and joliet rd lol um. i took a left on ridgeland for no reason. there was a plane that was lost in the sky. i have rocks in my truck and under my tires and we had caps not cobs driving behind us.. it was an eventful night for sure.
and i didnt have gel today and i didnt have money to buy any so i used ashleys straightner. and my hair is semi-striaght. i ahvent done this inlike psh. um atleast a year. and jenny usualyl does it for me. lol and me and corey went and visited lindsay at work so now im sitting here doing nothing.. waiting for something intersting ot happen.
i'll let you know how that goes.
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| Oh how times change.. |
[October 23rd, 2005 - 9:48pm] |
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So the sox are definitley tearing it up... bases are loaded. konerko comes up to bat.. jackie and lea are my witness's that i predicted a grand slam.. and then it happened and the sox take the lead 6-4. then the astros come back in the top of the 9th and tie it up... bottom of the 9th Scott Podsednik comes up to bat homerunn baby.! sox win game 2 of the world series.
when the sox win the world series we're going to midway!!
hahahay yess!
So my sociology test is this piece of paper with 4questions on it and im supposed to answer 2 of the 4 and its due tomorrow and i lost the paper. And then the other part of the test i have to pick 1 out of 3 articles and write about one. but i dont understand what im supposed to bew riting so i'll ask my professor tomorrow
did i mention im going to depaul university. but i think im transfereing to SXU at the beginning of next year becuase DePaul doesnt have Criminal Justice as a major and commuteing is really boring.
...just so everyone knows i do have a crush and i am really happy because i have some of the most amazing friends.
jz and lea die their hair pink when i predict grand slams.
haha
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| So you missed me? |
[October 21st, 2005 - 12:44pm] |
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:) i know you missed me but im bacK! this time for good iswear! im not even going to update you from whats been going on.. atleast not right now.
i have class at 2:20pm. i gotta leave here by 1:15. kristies comin with:). no
COME ON COME NO JUST GET THIS RIGHT LETS JUST GET DRUNK AND WATCH STARS NIGHT
i'll update later. just wanted to let you konw im back biatches:)
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[July 19th, 2005 - 7:41pm] |
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& What's the weather like? warrrrrmmmm
& What did you do? drove home w/ lauren ash and turek from laurens cottage in michigan and saw ahuge crop field on fire
& Have you eaten breakfast yet? yes
& What did you eat? belgium waffles
& What do you see when you like out the window or door or peephole? my pool
& Have you exercised? no
& What do you plan to do for the rest of the day or tomorrow? today- hang out w/ laura and get warped tickets tomroow- go to country thunder/ write essay/ hang out w/ katie from ohio
& When did you wake up? 6am, 9am, 11:30am .. couldnt sleep much
& Have you eaten lunch yet? yes
& What did you eat? wendys
& Have you gone out to eat and where? yes, billy boys w/ jill for linner/dunch.
& Did you buy anything? food
& Has something changed drastically today? i thinki finally got a job?
& Are you happy? ..to tell the truth no im not
& Did you sing aloud today? yeah
& Did you talk to a friend on the phone? yeah
& On AIM? yea
& In person? yeah
& Did you get mail? no
& What was it (junk, bills, personal letters)? ...
& How many times have you gone to the bathroom so far? 3
& Have you taken a nap? no i wish
& How long have you been on the computer? 20minutes earlier and 5minutes now
& What are you listening to at the moment? nothin
& What is one thing that happened today that you will never forget? not today but it was yesterday.... lauren and turek were on the jet ski and i was tubing and they tore my ass up finalyl i fell off and tried to get on the jet ski to jump on the tube.. didnt work we tipped the whole jetski and both of htem fell off THEN we allt ried to get back on the jet ski.. still didnt work and we tipped it agian finally after what seemed liek forever we got on and iwas on the tube and i told lauren to go straight back to the pier.. NOPE her and turek wanted tohave fun. so i flew off and i did 4 rolls on top of the water and rolled one more time under the water. bad bruises from that.. but turek and lauren almost pee'd their pants. it was good times
& Is anyone in the room with you? no
& How many people are on your buddy list, if you're on it? 41
& Are you feeling lazy? yea
& Are you feeling bored? no
& What have you accomplished today? i read alot of harry potter and hung out with jill
& Was there any questions that were repeated? no
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1. What is your middle name?
patricia
2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
dark pink w/ light pink circles
3. What are you listening to right now?
nothing
4. What are the last 2 digits in ur phone number?
32
5. What was the last thing you ate?
billy boys
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
a cool shade of green
7. How is the weather right now?
really warm
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
laura
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hair and face
10. Favorite type of Food?
ribs
11. Do you drink?
sometimes
12. Do you smoke?
no
13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did?
just one night was completely blanked out
14. Hair color?
brown w / blonde highlights
15. Eye Color?
1 brown and 1 blue... naturally brown.. i lost my last my blue contacts and had to use a clear one
16. Do you wear contacts?
yes
17. Single?
yes
18. Favorite Month?
hmm... june
20. Last Movie you Watched?
willy wonka and the chocolate factory w/ kristie
21. Last kiss?
i dont know
22. Are you too shy to ask somene out?
yeah
24. Hugs or Kisses?
both
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate
26. Favorite place?
anywhere with my friends
28. What do you want to be when you grow up?
a lawyer/ maybe a psychologist... or a psychology teacher.. somethin in those fields
29. What books are you reading?
harry potter and the half blood prince
30. Piercings?
belly button, lip, 2 on left cartilage and just one on each ear lobe
31. Fav. Movie?
vanilla sky or the sandlot
32. Fav. baseball Team?
the white sox. thats a given
33. Fav. American Idol?
no one?
34. Any pets?
a cat- socko
35. AIM SN?
' rockit rock star '
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butter popcorn
37. Dogs or cats?
dogs
38. Favorite Flower?
daises
39. What do you do when you wake up in the A.M.?
get very mad that im up that early
40. Do you still talk to your best friends from intermediate school?
not all of them but the ones i dont talk to i definitley miss
41. What's on your desk?
a lighter, a towel, a scanner, a monitor, a cable/dsl box, a candle, speakers, pencil sharperner, tap dispenser, lamp, phone and many computer games
42. Rock Concert or symphony?
i go to shows or concerts which ever
43. Play or Opera?
play
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
not a real one
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
they're not bad
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
righty
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2 or sometimes 3... always atleast one under my head and one between my legs
49. Are you missing someone?
yea
50. Did you like this survey?
it kept me occupied
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.- sometimes
[x] open up to others easily. - unfortunetly
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ringtone.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I bake well
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job - i think so
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS...
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars
[ ] I've been out of this country many a time
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games when i'm bored
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a myspace relationship
[x] Gotten lost in your city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries
[x] I Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] Been skydiving
[x] Broken bones - only fingers
[ ] Flashed someone
[ ] Saw a therapist
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Kissed a member of the same sex
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired - i quit before they get to fire me
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[x] Stole something from your job
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[ ] Lied to a friend
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated mardi gras in New Orleans
[x] Been to Europe - does france count?
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[x] Saw someone dying.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Eaten Sushi.
[x] been snowboarding not on a real mountain
[x] Been Skiing water ski'ing
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Met someone in person from the internet
[x] Been moshing at a rock show.
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ]Gone to college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[ ] Taken painkillers
[x]Were SO bored you took this survey
(x)Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex
( )Correctly Painted a paint by number. ... What?
(x)Slept for more than 12 hours
( )missed a week of school or more
(x)Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(x)kissed more than one person in a day
( )created a LiveJournal survey
( )eaten a worm
(x)jumped on a trampoline
( )ridden a unicycle
(x)Done something special for someone else
(x)Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
( )Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food restaurant
( )got caught for cheating
(x)Brushed your teeth while on the phone
(x)written a poem
(x)Randomly called people out of a phone book 7th and 8th grade- amazing
( )Been on a yacht
( )Put bananas in your cheerios
( )Lied to a friend to make them feel better
( )Dated someone more than 4 years older than you
(x)Eaten frosting out of the original container
( )Had a dream about a LiveJournal friend
(x)Fallen in public
(x)Had your pants rip
(x)recently had a PB&J sandwich
( )Killed an animal.
( )Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor.
( )Wished you were an only child
( )Used your friends razor with out them knowing
(x)Been unproud of a decision you made
(x)Been friends with an ex's mom after the relationship ended.
(x)Worked for a family member
( )Been told you were too young
(x)Made out in a car
(x)Kissed a friend
(x)Been to a High School Dance
(x)Been to a concert
(x)Gotten away with a lie to your parents
( )Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
( )Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x)Hate to admit you are wrong
(x)Ridden on a shopping cart
( )Break Danced in a mini mart
( )Went into a mini mart in socks
( )Worn a tiara
(x)Been in a play - kindergarden
( )Gone to church more than 4 times in a week
( )Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
( )Made a movie
( )Dressed gothic
(x)Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
( )Had a stalker
( )Been to california
( )Lived on a house boat
( )Swam in clear blue water
(x)Sat in a doctors office with a friend
(x)Ran across traffic
(x)Hit on a waiter or waitress
(x)Taken pictures with a stranger
( )Been to Busch Gardens
(x)Stayed in a hotel room with friends
(x)Made a public speech
(x)Been on cable television
( )put straws up your nose
( )Choreographed a dance
(x)Felt used
(x)Made a smoothie or milkshake
(x)had fun at work
( )Watched Desperate Housewives
(x)Watched a movie so often you could quote every word
(x)listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD more than once in a day AFTER they were popular
(x)Kept something from a past relationship
(x)given someone else flowers
(x)Taken a foreign language france
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[July 15th, 2005 - 6:58pm] |
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im ive been really down in the dumps lately. i just quit my job. im so screwed its not anyones fault but mine. after all thast been goin on i barely trust anyone anymore.
i wish i had that set group of friends like i used to have. um my best friend's heart hurts. and i cant fix it. but iwant to so bad. sometimes i get scared that i'll lose her and right now i really dont htink i could afford that becuase ive been best friends wit her for 7 years and thas the longest ive had a best friend for. that girl.. means the world to me. right now this quote fits me best...
There are always times in my life when I need a friend. But now is one of those certain times when I need a friend who needs me.
i wish i knew i was needed. i think id feel better.
i complain to a few people. but no one really knows how much im falling apart inside.... i hate when i get like this.. its happned so many times bfore. and no one wants to deal with me so im trying to hide it. im doing the best i can. its just getting really hard.
i guess im done for now. if anyone out ther reads this im sorry i havent updated..
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alright. im here dont fret.
ive been off work this whole week cuz donna was mad at me i work tomorrow 5pm-11pm and saturday 11am- 5pm. and today = The Academy is!!!! w/ plain white t's, june, days away, and the audition its going to be amazing.
we're leaving here at noon. going to get a really early start lol. im out.
i hate compulsive liars.
i trust the wrong people
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minerals scrubbed against your skin will wear you down
as well as lies scrubbed against your brain will wear you out
im not sure if i mentioned this already or not... but i really really really regret not going to Bradley.. why would i chose a job over a college?... and they screwed me over so im not getting the job even though they said i had it sometimes... i disapoint myself... alot
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| white sox pride forever |
[June 25th, 2005 - 12:15pm] |
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SO yeahhh. yesterday i had work at 7am.. and i got there at like 7:20 of course cuz im always late. and then i go on break around 9:30 and my manager comes in the break room and goes " do you want to go home" im like yeah shes goes bye i was like waiit did i do soemthing shes like no we just have too many people so i got hugs from all the managers cuz i loved them alot yesterday.
then went to surprise visit jz for a while n stuff like that then came home hung out and played baseball at 2:05 and we won 19-10 it was sweet.
then did whatever adn later last nite we went to crestwood fest which was fun and then on the way to ih op jackie dared laura to run around outside when we were parked at a stop light.
so i did it cuz i knew laura wouldnt. and i ran to rickys van cuz he was two cars behind us and erika was right behind us. it was fun and i was waving to alot of people i was basically WIRED all day and im not sure why.. but i was just acting like a goofball and i miss myself acting like that.
and then after ihop i got a lil sick just from being in the sun so much and everything. but we went to play bags int he jewel parking lot and my head still hurt but iw asnt dizzy anymore. and today i woke up at 7am to my 2 aunts and my mom cleaning and vaccuming i was a little pissed abotu that but i fell back asleep till 11 ish and now jz and laura havee work at 1pm/ so i'll either be reading, watching tv, swimming, or possibly trying to get a baseball game goin.
and around 5:30 im goin to rickys party.
im still getting used to the feeling of not having a set group of friends anymore.. its sitll weird.
college soon. i have to take my placement tests still. Fuck.
ending such a good note.
ilove kristiekahr and erin gallagher a real lot
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[June 23rd, 2005 - 6:46pm] |
SO today last night i ahd a really really bad dream about two tornados hitting oak lawn, and like this girl died in my back yard and me jz and laura were waiting to go to the beach and then it just tornadoed and then me and my mom went out side to clean up stuff and like there was 3 feet of snow on the gorund.. weird?. and my dad asked me if iwas on the pill. and i was with manning, jesse hildago, meghan dorian and katie luckett and a bunch of people and liek we were trying on our graduation gowns? and then i was crossing my street and these two hot guys were like hitting me with this stick thing and im like hey wat color am i and they are like yeah ur right and stopped hitting me.. i dont evne get that? ummm. thats all i relally remember right now. it was really scary though.
so i woke up at 7:30 and my aunt was sitting on the couch ... shes in from arizona and i just sat up and shes like somethign wrong? i was like oh i just had a dream and ic ouldnt fall back alseep so i went ot the bank,walgreens and the gas station then packe dup the cooler . and me jz and laura went to my moms restaurant downtown and ate some free damn good breakfast and then went to the dunes got burnt as a mother and i dont know wat else im doing tonite.. but today was amazing as usual. and tomorow i work 7am-3pm and then going to the crestwood fest. holla.
saturday=- rickys graduation party, sunday= laura nad jz's graduation party monday= lea's drum thing.. or i might pick up some hours at work. and tuesday= i dont know wednesday= tryin to find some hours at work thursday= FREE ACADEMY IS/ JUNE show hollaaaa. friday= work 5pm-11pm saturday= 11am-5pm work and sunday = my party?... lol im not sure and its a week away i really better figure that out.. cornrows and laptops are soon to come my way.
<3leave comments:)
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[June 20th, 2005 - 1:46am] |
Are you...
( ) in love
(x) wearing pants
(x) wearing a shirt
(x) wearing a bra
( ) wearing a thong
( ) wearing boxers
(x ) single
( ) taken
(x ) weird
(x) awesome
( ) prep
( ) goth
( ) punk
(x ) dork
( ) emo
( ) old fashioned
(x) paranoid
( ) fat
( x) pretty
( ) skinny
(x) average
( x) pessimistic
() quiet
(x ) loud
( x) goofy
( ) serious
( x) tired
( ) horny
( ) black
(x) white
( ) an orphan
( ) adopted
( ) married
( ) laid back
(x ) crazy
do you...
( ) like to cry
( x) eat raman noodles
( ) love school
(x ) love dorks
( x) love your LJ
( x) kick ass
( ) like shirley temples
( ) worship someone
( ) have a girlfriend
( ) have a boyfriend
( ) love your girlfriend/boyfriend
( ) tell your girlfriend/boyfriend you love them
( ) own a thong
( x) sing in the shower
( ) hate bush
( ) hate kerry
( ) hate america
( ) hate where you live
( ) love bush
( ) love kerry
( ) love america
(x ) not care about politics
have you ever...
(x) started a fire
(x) told someone you loved them
(x) told someone you hated them
(x) been in a taxi
( ) been to NYC
(x) been on a train
(x) been on an airplane
(x ) left the country
( ) lied to someone you love
(x) wanted to die
(x) felt everything was perfect
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) regretted kissing someone
(x) been in love
(x) talked back
( x) taken a dance class
(x) went somewhere via subway
( ) went somewhere via horse
(x) went somewhere via monorail
( ) went somewhere via scooter
( x) snuck out
( ) gotten caught sneaking out
( ) been walked in on
( x) hated someone
(x ) been in a fist fight
( x) broken a bone
( x) got surgery
( x) been made fun of
( x) kicked someones ass
( x) literally kicked someones ass
( x) wished you were someone else
(x) cried because you were happy
( ) made a layout
( ) failed a class
( x) tripped and fell on your face
(x) tripped and fell on your ass
(x) lost something important
(x) lost someone important
(x) seen something you shouldn't have
who is...
your favorite person? jackie, and kristie
your favorite band?? taking back sunday, the higher, hidden in plain view, october fall
your idol? jz.
the last person you saw? turek
the last person you kissed?
the last person you hugged? lauren
the last person you called? monica
the last person you held hands with?
standing behind you? no one
the best person ever? theres abotu 3. they knwo who they are
your boyfriend/girlfriend? no
the last person who annoyed you?
the one person you can tell anything? kristie and jackie
the sexiest person alive?
the person you're most afraid of? Nobody
the person who's seen you naked the most?
someone you would seriously have killed if you could? no one
someone who you wouldn't mind living with? turek or jill
someone you'd want to be buried beside? my dad
someone you'd want to marry?
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01. I have a cell phone.
02. I am obsessed with having my shoes match my outfit.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a boy.
05. I love wearing dangly earrings.
06. I am a gemini.
07. I love someone more than they will ever know.
08. I'm obsessed with dogs.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in a different state in the U.S. before.
12. I get an allowance.
13. I want to be in high school forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz in person.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I love to read.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to the Disney Channel.
20. I am a girl.
21. I'm a worried person.
22. I'm in high school.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I don't like girls who are fake.
25. I like to swim.
26. My dreams are sometimes weird.
27. One of my best friends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. I've seen Fight Club at least 45 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I've never fallen asleep during school.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. It bugs me sometimes when people are really late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love autumn.
36. I have too many clothes.
37. I like to sleep in.
38. I've failed a class in high school.
39. I'm afraid of spiders.
40. I have nail polish on my fingernails or toe nails right now.
41. I've watched the O.C.
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I like the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future
47. I have family out of state.
48. I can't wait till my birthday.
49. I love the show Rich Girls
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure all the time.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I'm taking german class.
55. I have a laptop.
56. I love girls that love music.
57. I state the obvious sometimes just to reassure myself.
59. I dance randomly sometimes. .. [[when nobody's watching..]]
60. I'm a good singer.
61. I sometimes like cleaning my room.
62. I never get jealous.
63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love doing math.
65. I cry when I see homeless people.
66. I like hugs.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love God.
69. I am too forgiving sometimes.
70. I have my own vehicle.
71. I love high school.
72. I have a lot of under garments.
73. I'm a daddy's girl.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color pink more than the rest.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have blue eyes.
78. I like being a passenger in vehicles at nighttime.
79. I play soccer on a team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I've never lied.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Paul Walker is cute.
84. I love the smell of the rain.
85. I am right handed.
86. I hate getting shots.
87. I'm a perfectionist.
88. I've gone mooning.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I love camping.
91. I like going on rides
92. I can be quite shy.
94. There's something I will never forget, either because I can't or because I just don't want to.
95. I love looking at pictures.
96. I love music.
97. I do well in school.
98. I get a lot of mail.
99. I like hot tubs.
100. I like to be alone sometimes.
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___Your Appearance___
11. Hair Color: brown
12. Hair Long or Short: Long
13. Eye Color: 1 brown 1 blue ( blue= contact)
14. How do ur nails look: short
15. Height: 5'2
16. Do you have a crush on someone right NOW (truthfully): Yeah
17. Do you like yourself: sometimes
18. Braces?: No
19. Think you're hot?: no
20. Piercings: Ears, Cartlidge, belly button, lip ring
21. Tattoos: no
22. Righty or Lefty: righty
___Your 'Firsts'___
23. First Kiss: anthony
24. First B.F/ G.F: justin
25. First best friend(s): jackie p. and then jackie z. then some more. but jz. is still here even after everything.
26. First Award: Swim team
27. First Sport You Joined: Softball
28. First pet: bird named barbie
29. First vacation: orlando florida
30. First Concert: backstreet boys
31. First "Real" Love: ruben
___ Favorites___
32. Movie: spiderman, fight club. vanilla sky, butterfly effect
33. TV Show: boy meets world, one tree hill
34. Color: green blue black
35. Band: taking back sunday, the higher, the academy is
36. Song: the phrase that pays- the academy is
37. Food: ribs, and pizza
38. Drink: dr. pepper
39. Candy: reeses cups
40. Sport To Play: softball/baseball, hockey, football
41. Sport To Watch: baseball, soccer
42. Brand Of Clothing: volcom, hurley
43. Stores: Pac Sun, Zumiez
44. School Subject: english, chemistry
45. Animal: dogs, cats , lizards and turtles
46. Books: harry potter, chicken soup, stargirl, someone like you, the five people you meet in heaven
47. Magazines: ??
___Currently___
48. Eating: Nothing
49. Drinking: Nothing
50. Online?: Ummm, yeah
51. Listening to: lazyboy- undwear inside the pants the pants
52. Thinking About: if the white sox won
53. Wanting To: not have a hot house
54. Watching: Nothing
55. Wearing: a tshirt and shorts
___Your Future___
56. Want kids? Yeah
57. Want to Get Married?: Yeah
___Which is Better With The Opposite/Same Sex___
58. Cute or Sexy: cute
59. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
60.. Hugs or Kisses: Both
62. Easygoing or serious: Little bit of both
63. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
64. Fatty or Skinny: Muscular
65. Sensitive or Loud: both
66. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
67. Sweet or Caring: Both
68. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both
___Have You Ever___
69. Kissed a stranger: yeah
70. Drank Alcohol: Yeah
71. Smoked: cigarettes? no
72. Ran Away From Home: Yeah
73. Broken a Bone: yes
74. Got an X-ray: Yeah
75. Broken Someones Heart: Yeah
76. Broke Up With Someone: Yeah
77. Turned Someone Down: yea
78. Cried When Someone Died: Yeah
79. Cried At School: yea
___Do You Believe In___
80. God: Yeah
81. Miracles: yea
82. Love At First Sight: yea
83. Ghosts: yea
84. Aliens: yea
85. Soul Mates: Yeah
86. Heaven: Yeah
87. Hell: Yeah
88. Kissing on The First Date: yea
89. Horoscopes: yea
___Answer Truthfully___
90. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? Yeah
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Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name: kristen
[ .02. ] middle name: patricia
[ .03. ] last name: amato
[ .04. ] nickname(s): amato, amatz, amatizzo
[ .05. ] gender: Female
[ .06. ] birthday: 2/26/87
[ .07. ] height: 5'2
[ .08. ] hair color: brown
[ .09. ] eye color: 1 eye brown 1 eye blue ( contacts)
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: yea
[ .011. ] do you have braces: No
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: Long
[ .013. ] where were you born: chicago ridge, il
[ .014. ] current location: oak lawn il
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: pisces
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: tiny tiny bit of french
[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn:
[ .018. ] bad habits: easily attached -never let go
[ .019. ] piercing you have: my ears, carlidge belly button, lip ring
[ .020. ] piercing you want:
[ .021. ] tattoos you have:
[ .022. ] tattoos you want:
[ .023. ] today: Sunday
[ .024. ] today's date: June 19 2005
[ .025. ] the time: 2:18 AM
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Sure
F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Deanne
[ .028. ] father's name: Frank
[ .029. ] brother's name: Rob, Joe
[ .030. ] sister's name:
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: Aunt Denise
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: uncle richie. rip.
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: grandma. ( my moms mom)
[ .036. ] worst relative: my aunt kim can be really mean.
[ .037. ] best relative: aunt denise, cousins- nicki, michelle, victoria
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sometimes
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: nicki. ( my cousin)
P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yeah
[ .041. ] what are their names: socko
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: a cat
S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yeah
[ .044. ] did you drop out: graduated
[ .045. ] current gpa: 2.8
[ .046. ] favorite grade: kindergarden, 3rd, 5th, 6th, 9th, 10th, 12th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 8th, 11th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: mrs hook, mrs sulek, mrs bibeau, mr clifton, mr denton
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: mrs dickinson
[ .050. ] favorite subject: english, chemistry
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: history
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Buy lunch
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: i used to play softball
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: student helper for the first 2 years
[ .055. ] are/was were you popular: people like me
[ .056. ] favorite dance: hum. prom
[ .057. ] favorite memory: lunch time always laughing.
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: ... i don tknow
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: just most of 11th grade
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: falling in the jr/ sr lounge -- i tripped on the stairs
F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 3, 5
[ .062. ] letter: S
[ .063. ] shoes: etnies
[ .064. ] saying(s): WInners never quit and quitters never win
[ .065. ] TV show: boy meets world
[ .066. ] sport: softball
[ .067. ] vegetable: ???
[ .068. ] fruit: peaches
[ .069. ] movie: spiderman, fight club. vanilla sky, butterfly effect
[ .070. ] magazine: ??
[ .071. ] actor:
[ .072. ] actress:
[ .073. ] candy: reeses
[ .074. ] gum: winterfresh
[ .075. ] scent: ralph lauren , tommy hilfiger
[ .076. ] candy bar: kit kat
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: Black blue and green
[ .079. ] season: summer
[ .080. ] holiday: xmas
[ .081. ] band: tbs, the higher, the acadmey is
[ .082. ] singer:
[ .083. ] group:
[ .084. ] rapper: eminem, tupac
[ .085. ] type of music: almost anything
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my cd player
[ .087. ] place to be: the pavilion
[ .089. ] tv channel: .. used to be 48.. abc family.. but the channels just got changed. so i think its 72?
[ .090. ] junk food: chips ahoy w/ candy blasts
[ .091. ] overall food: ribs, honey bbq steak
[ .092. ] store: zumies, pac sun
[ .093. ] hangout: pavilion, dunkin donuts/baskin robins
[ .094. ] fast food: wendys
[ .095. ] restaurant: ihop
[ .096. ] shape: Star
[ .097. ] time of day: Night
[ .098. ] country: france
[ .099. ] state: indiana
[ .100. ] boys name: josh, zack
[ .101. ] girls name: ..........
[ .102. ] mall: orland mall
[ .103. ] video garnier
[ .105. ] board game: Monopoly
[ .106. ] computer game: law and order
[ .107. ] car: eclipse 2002
[ .108. ] music video: mehh. new tbs
[ .109. ] swear word: shit, fuck
[ .110. ] word: procrastination
[ .111. ] month: august
[ .112. ] cartoon character: speed racer
[ .113. ] scary movie: most of them.
[ .114. ] team: white sox
[ .115. ] possession: green bracelet, my red hoodie. candy necklace technically none of those are mine
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: haley
[ .117. ] dog: cute
[ .118. ] hot: cold
[ .119. ] britney spears: kristie
[ .120. ] nsync: justin
[ .121. ] real world: stupid
[ .122. ] orange: pop
[ .123. ] choice: too many
[ .124. ] fuck: stupid people
[ .125. ] bisexual: gay people
[ .126. ] black: spider
[ .127. ] icq: msn
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: my brother
[ .129. ] linkin park: papercut
[ .130. ] jack: inthebox328
[ .131. ] rainbow: colors
[ .133. ] cucumber: good
[ .134. ] shark: water
[ .135. ] lifehouse: prom
[ .136. ] bat: ball
[ .137. ] leather: pants
[ .138. ] whip: cream
[ .139. ] america: free
[ .140. ] water: polo
[ .141. ] volcano: explode
[ .142. ] rock or rap: both
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: both
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: neither
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: neither
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: both
[ .155. ] hot or cold: hot
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: Fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: neither?
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: neither
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Neither
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Neither
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore grisl
[ .165. ] football or basketball: both
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: both
[ .170. ] orange or red: Red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: neither
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: dino
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Neither
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: neither
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: both?
[ .184. ] prep or punk: hum both
[ .185. ] slut or whore: neither
P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Yeah
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yea
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Yeah
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: i duno alot
[ .191. ] who was your first crush: justin
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: 1
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 2
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: "You know, when it works, love is pretty amazing. It's not overrated. There's a reason for all those songs"
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: you know
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yea
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality mainly
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: Yeah
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Yeah
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: No
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: No
[ .206. ] how about a little x: No
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: No
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: sure. and bacardi, and mikes
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: yea
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke:
[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hypnotiq: No
[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some: Didn't drink any
W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: yea
[ .216. ] sky dive: yea
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yea
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yea
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yea
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: No
[ .223. ] cross-dress: No
[ .224. ] lie to the police: yea
[ .225. ] run from the police: yea
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Yeah
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: No
[ .230. ] streak: No
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: jackie, kristie
[ .232. ] known longest: jackie puschkar
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: most of them
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: katie luckett, meghan d., j. manning
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a large lump some
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: meh....
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: jz. laura.
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': yeah
[ .239. ] craziest: erin
[ .240. ] loudest: none of them are all too loud
[ .241. ] shyest: colleen
[ .242. ] best hair: jz
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: most of them.
[ .244. ] best eyes: i duno.
[ .243. ] best body: id uno.
[ .246. ] most athletic: proally me. haha
[ .247. ] sex symbol: wat?
[ .248. ] hot tempered: none of them really
[ .249. ] most impatient: .. umm no one
[ .250. ] shortest: me
[ .251. ] tallest: j. manning
[ .252. ] talented: all of them.
[ .253. ] best singer: ricky.( i like his voice)
[ .254. ] skinniest: all of them
[ .255. ] nicest: All of them
[ .256. ] best personality: All
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: no one
HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: no
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yea
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yea
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvie: No
[ .263. ] skateboarded: Yeah
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yea
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: No
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: Yeah
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Yeah
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: Yeah
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Yeah
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: Yeah
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yeah
[ .276. ] been to another country: yea
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yeah
[ .278. ] got pulled over: yea
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: Yeah
[ .280. ] broke a law: yea
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: No
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Yeah
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: dont really feel liek thinking that much into it right now
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: i dont think so
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: No
W H A T D I D Y 0 U D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: went to wisconsin and got drunk ina hotel in racine. and lost my fav. brown shoes
[ .298. ] yesterday: worked and hung out w/ dave, laura and teresa
[ .299. ] last weekend: dont remember
[ .300. ] christmas: grandmas
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: nothing
[ .302. ] new year's: i was at dan k.'s house
[ .303. ] halloween: who knows
[ .304. ] easter: nothin
[ .305. ] valentine's day: got my rejection letter from Ohio State and worked after school from 3- 12 at dominos
T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: fries
[ .307. ] thing you drank: dr. pepper
[ .308. ] thing you wore: white polo, jeans, texas long horn hat
[ .309. ] place you went: ashleys
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: lip ring
[ .311. ] person you saw: turek
[ .312. ] person you kissed:
[ .313. ] person you fxcked:
[ .314. ] person you talked to: jackie
[ .315. ] song you heard: have you forgotten by darryl worley
[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: tshirt, shorts
[ .319. ] any shoes on: No
[ .320. ] hat: None
[ .321. ] listening to: Nothing
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: no
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: No
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: No
[ .325. ] do you like cows: nah
[ .326. ] are you a bxtch: no
[ .327. ] are you artistic: no
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: Yeah
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: not at all
[ .330. ] can you ski: water ski?.. a tiny bit. never ski'ed in snow
[ .331. ] are you british: no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: no
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: No
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: no
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: Yeah
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': No
[ .337. ] are you straight: yea
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: No
[ .339. ] are you nice: Most part
[ .340. ] are you naughty: no
[ .341. ] are you short: yea
[ .342. ] are you tall: No
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yea
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: No
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: No
[ .346. ] are you evil: no
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: No
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: No
[ .350. ] am i annoying you?: No
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: no
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: No
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: ..
[ .354. ] this is over are you happy now hahah: Yeah
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::if nobody believed in you:: by joe nichols |
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Hey um. so today was pretty fun. baseball at 1pm. but we lost 17-10. i had a few pretty good foul balls almost 2 homeruns. ah well it was a good game
came home and hung out for a while then helped my mom fix our toilet some wax ring broke or somthin i dont know and laura came with me to ACE hardware and then to subway where the girl is a bitch and we watched spiderman. fun times. then came home again and eventually got ready after about 3 more hours of procrastination.
went to thortons and joe asked if i would still install his CD player. and he said i shoudl call him but i told him how my phone broke so he said he was going to give me his number but i agave him mmine instead ( so now i know if he calls he erally does want to hang out) i dont like boys. i hope he isnt getting my hopes up for nothing.. again.
so i work in like 11and a half hours. 1-8pm should be a blast. but ir ealized. that the lady at UPS said that they'd call me back by the end of the next buisness day and they're not open on saturday so they'll call by the end of tomorrow.
i went to kevs grad. party and then me ,laura, jz, jon, and kevin all went to wendys / dunkin donuts. ( as usual) and then we ( minus kevin) went to ash's and bunch of drunk kids. miss those girls tho. specially turek <3
and then jz and laura left and like 20minutes later i left and then jon was still there. and i talked to jz on the phone and realized the world really sucks. but im glad i have my friends
i mean i really am happy, all things considered, i guess i should be and soemtimes im not but i try.
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[June 16th, 2005 - 12:22am] |
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Alright maybe im not in love... maybe im not even close. Um i guess im going to start this up again sorry about just leaving one day.. for anyone who reads this.... whatever so far this summer its been about the beach, the pavilion, baseball and softball games, plenty of music, a few parties, and amazing friends.
In august i was supposed to go to Bradley University and then UPS called and said they wanted to give me a job so i was going to go to DePaul so i could just stay around here.. maybe get an apartment? or dorm at Depaul.... UPS said they'd call back in a week to officially hire me... they never called.. i already told DePaul i was coming. I got a speeding ticket on the way to Wisconsin Dells before prom i was going 93 in a 65 . $280.20 .... alot of money for a ticket.. im about 900dollars in debt with my parents but i proally wont pay them back till im 90. im getting a laptop within a week. I got in a huge fight with my best friend, jackie, at the end of the year... i hate myself for it. i'm sure one day i'll bea ble to forgive myself...and just to let you know shes my life. my best friend, my hero.
I cant dorm at DePaul my parents arent able to Finance it and now theres a waiting list. Anyone know anyone who wants to get an apartment??? let me know please. um.. nothing else really happening. this summer will probably be the most amazing one yet.
rocket(laura), 4734 + a hoodie(jz), a texas long horn hat (jim), a bracelet (erin), -- those are my most important things and people in my life right now
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so.. for some reason.. reading books, myspace, fall out boy, mychemical romance and the academy is can make you forget about all of you problems.... strange it is...
silly journal i bet you were worried... but-i told you i'll be okay
i am okay the more its typed. the more i feel it.
work mcdonalds 3-4:30 work jewel 5-9. call me. leave me messages. text me
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IM NOT OKAY
YOU WEAR ME OUT
sometimes its okay to not be okay.... i worked god damn hard this year. it may not seem like i did but if you understood me in the least bit you would know how bad i wanted to giv eup so many times and to get a's and b's is unbelievibly hard for anyone who doesnt want to try at all
and to get it all blown and have to take 4 finals that i dont want to take. i dont even need to take to graduate well thats just ridiculous. journal. i broke down today. but .....
IM OKAY NOW
BUT YOU REALLY NEED TO LISTEN TO ME
BECAUSE I'M TELLING YOU THE TRUTH
I MEAN THIS, I'M OKAY
(TRUST ME)
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[April 10th, 2005 - 11:04pm] |
dear journal,
football didnt happen. freddie showed up alone, i had higgins show up with larson, reed, and russell was there.... the ended up playing basketball against some arabian guys... no bbq either.. just alot of good times at a park destroying a cart then good times gettin ice cream and more good times laying in the grass at the paviolion..
but the good news is.. i realized wats wrong... like whats been brining me down for 6 years now.... and i realized im disappointed in the world. I know you dont understand what i mean by that, because you're just a journal, but if you'd liek to know i will explain it at a later date.
i love coll. and jayzee 4734
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thats right i havent updated in a while. im super cool like that.. and im not even going to bother explainging wats been going on..... ilove jayzee. alot. my friend not the rapper
and my other friends rock alot too. rovy and manning!. i love u guys party next weekend. this weekend i was watching people race cars all night at doughty road.. cant spell it.. then we'd get chased away by cops and go to the shell gas station and then we'd go to rosebuds after we got chased away by cops and then after that we'd go back to doughty.
im buying a neon blue -under body kit for only 50bucks. that shit runs for like $175 . and the kid im buying it from is going to install it for free n shit. and then this kid alex im buying little neon lights from for only 30bucks. and hes going to wire them into my car and my radar so that shit turns on when i turn my car on and all the wires will be hidden. and hes gonna paint the inside blue. for free my rides gunna be pimp as fuck. and im saving money for the new speakers im gettin all those lights at the end of april soon as i pay shit off
like xsport lol. and still looking for a prom. dress.. u know for the dance thats in 1month and 3days. lol. FUCK lol. um... i guess thats all thats realyl been up. i went to a school play last nite it was really good . and im going to jayzees dance recital next week- im proud of you <3:)
4734 alright im goin to play football and then havin a bbq in my back yard..hopoefully plans work. peace
<3
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[April 9th, 2005 - 3:15pm] |
PURITY: 79% sex, 60% substance, 62% moral [70% total]
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Well done! The higher your scores, the more "pure" you are. The lower, the more you've experienced.
This test was about done deeds, so your numbers will never climb. [It's interesting to think they all started at 100%.] But will your purity continue to fall? Will you OUTGROW or will you OUTDO your past experiences? It's up to you.
Advisory:
- Don't date anyone if your moral purities differ by more than 30%.
- Don't run a business with anyone if your substance purities differ by more than 40%.
- Do be friends with someone who has less than 1/2 your sex purity. You'll enjoy their colorful company.
Note: as for the "TOTAL" purity value - that's a weighted combination of your scores, indicating what a typical purity test might say about you. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 46% on TOTAL |
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[March 22nd, 2005 - 12:55pm] |
1. Your LiveJournal user name & what it means: xbleedinxheartx.... it sounded cool when i said it?
2. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) how well does your LiveJournal represent who you actually are? probably an 8
3. How much about your life do you post to LJ? 80%
4. Is there anything you refuse to post about? um... stuff like ya know sex. and stuff that really really upsets me
5. On a scale of 1-10 how interesting do you think your own journal is to others? 10 i dont do it for other people i do it for me
6. Has anyone ever joined LJ because of you? yup
7. What proportion of your posts are friends only? like 2%
8. What is your favorite interest on LJ? ummm ... looking at other peoples?
9. How often do you post in communities, and did you ever start your own? never and no
10. How often do you respond to/comment on other people's journals? usually. specially if im in it
11. Do you prefer to write in your journal or read other journals? umm.. reading i love to see what people have to say especially if they're being poetic
12. Have you ever had something mean said to you or been stalked, harassed or got into an argument/flame war on LJ (or did it to someone else)? um. no i dont think so
13. Have you ever banned someone from your journal? no
14. Who are your three favorite LJ friend(s) and why? kristie, jayzee, and thats it. cuz they're my best friends lol or sometimes erins
15. Of all of the people on LJ you know of, who is the most like you? no one
16. Why are you most likely to add someone to your friends list? cuz they seem intersting
17. Do you automatically add friends to your journal if they add you first? yea
18. What is the most likely reason you wouldn't add someone to your friends list? um. not really sure
19. Is your "significant other" on LJ? nah
20. Have you ever wanted to meet someone on LJ? yes
A Rose by any other name would still smell as sweet
1). YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON): Barbie natoma
2). YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (GRANDMOTHER'S FIRST NAME + FAVORITE SNACK FOOD): Patricia Doritos
3). YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVORITE RESTAURANT): .. on your left what?
4). YOUR FOREIGN NAME - (FAVORITE SPICE GIRL + LAST FOREIGN VACATION SPOT): Sporty Italy
5). YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (SILLIEST CHILDHOOD NICKNAME + FIRST TOWN WHERE YOU PARTIED): Pickle Chicago Ridge
6). YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (FIRST INITIAL + FIRST THREE LETTERS OF YOUR LAST NAME): K Ama
7). YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (FAVORITE ANIMAL + NAME OF HIGH SCHOOL): Dog Oak Lawn
8). YOUR BARFLY NAME - (LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE + YOUR FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK): Sundae Bacardi
9). YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (MIDDLE NAME + STREET WHERE YOU FIRST LIVED): Patricia Natoma
10). YOUR ROCK STAR NAME - (FAVORITE CANDY + FAVORITE MUSICIAN'S LAST NAME): Snickers Year
11). YOUR "POPULAR" NAME - (FAVORITE CELEBRITY'S FIRST NAME + BEST FRIEND'S STREET NAME): Kirsten Magnolia
12). YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME - (NAME OF [OPPOSITE SEX] FRIEND + CELL PHONE COMPANY YOU USE): Ryan Cingular
Time Started: 1:07pm
Date: March 22,2005
1) First Name Spelled Backwards: netsirk
2) Middle Name Spelled Backwards: aicirtap
3) Last Name Spelled Backwards: otama
4) Your Half-Birthday: august 13..?? lol i dont know how that works
5) What type of milk do you drink?: chocolate
6) What is the most sentimental thing you own?: my monkey and my builda bear
7) Have any imaginary friends?:no
8) When was the last time you brushed your teeth?: this morning
9) Do you listen to Christmas music in July?: yes
10) What is the first thing that comes to mind when I say January?: half way done with school
11) May?: flowers
12) November?: thanksgiving
13) July?: 4th
14) April?: rain
15) February?: birthday
16) October?: leaves
17) August?: school
18) March?: chilly
19) December?: xmas break
20) June?:summer
21) September?: beautiful
21) What color is your blanket?:yellow
22) What was the last movie you bought?: i dont buy movies
23) Last CD you bought?: hidden in plain view
24) What radio station do you listen to?: 103.5 96.3 or 99.5
25) Are you the only child, oldest child, middle child, or youngest child?: middle
26) If you do have brother(s) or sister(s) put them in alphabetical order, including yourself: Joe, Kristen, Rob
27) Do you have anything on your bedroom walls? wallpaper
28 ) How many windows in your home?: i think 10
29) How many pairs of shoes do you own?: 5 or 6
30) What's the weirdest song title you've ever heard of?: gold dust vs state of illinois
31) Whats the worst movie you've ever seen?: birth
32) Whats the worst CD you've ever listened to?: don tknow
33) What US State would you NEVER want to visit?: seattle, washington.. watever lol im bad at staes
34) What country would you NEVER want to visit?: antartica
35) What is your least favorite color?: yellow
36) What is your favorite flavor Fanta (the soda)?: grape
37) Do you have any scars?: yes
38 ) Do you know anybody in the Army, Navy, Marines, or any other group?: yes
39) What color goes good with Blue?: green
40) Green?: blue
41) Grey?: black
42) Orange?: purple
43) Red?: black
44) Yellow?: purple
45) Purple?: black
46) What is your favorite character in 'Harry Potter'?: hermonie
47) 'Lord Of The Rings'?: ??
48 ) 'Grease'?:??
49) Have you ever seen 'Life Is Beautiful'?: no
50) What about 'Monsters Inc.'?:yea
51) Do you like Scooby Doo?: yes
52) Describe your perfect place to live (imaginary or not): no storms, but a little rain. warm
53) Does your back hurt?: no
54) Do you collect anything?: yes
55) Have you ever been to camp?: no
56) Do you have a car? yes
57) If you don't have a car, would you name it? i should think about naming my car
58 ) What is your perfect car?: spyder eclipse
59) What family member are you closest to?: dad
60) What family member do you wish you were closer to?: mehh
61) Do you consider pets as family?: yes
62) Do you look at a calander daily?: yes
63) What is your least favorite holiday?: um. i dont know
64) Do you like getting air-mail?: yes
65) Would you ever go on a cruise?: yes
66) How many phones do you have in your home?: 2
67) Do you own or wear a watch?: no
68 ) Do you wear any jewelry? If so what do you wear?: earings lip ring
69) Where do you wish you were right now?: playiong basketball
70) With whom?: eurika lol
71) Doing what?: playing basketball
72) Have you ever had a sepia photo taken of you?: no??
73) What is your least favorite WB movie?: i dont nkow
74) Do you own any hats? Is yes, what kinds?: regular kind
75) Do you own anything that is older then you?: nop
76) How many hours of sleep did you get last night?: 6
78) Have you ever won a ribbon?: yes
79) Do you save old birthday/christmas/whatever cards given to you?:yes
81) Ever been to Disneyland?: yes
82) Ever been to Universal Studios?: no
83) Ever seen the cockpit of an airplane?: no
84) Ever made a movie?:no
85) Geometry or Algebra?: geometry
86) Poems or Short Stories?: poems
87) AIM or MSN?: aim
88 ) MSN or Yahoo?: yahoo
89) AIM or Yahoo?:aim
90) Windows or MAC?: windows
91) What is your least favorite number?: 9
92) What was the last thing you said?: can i close the blinds
93) What are you sitting on?: chair
94) Have you been outside today?: yes
95) What have you done today?: this and been in school
96) Do you like apple or orange juice?: apple
97) Do you like cats or dogs more?: both
98) What is your most favorite reptile?: um. frogs?
99) Would you rather fish or hunt?: fish
100) Are you sleepy?: no
Time Ended: 1:16pm
Date: march 22, 2005.. still lol
Rules its bolding
add 5 more things about yourself
if you want to see if we can get this up to 1000 questions
Underline yours
01. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl.'
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a virgo.
07. I love beer.
08. I can't live without lip gloss.
09. I can't live without music.
10. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
11. I spend money I don't have.
12. I'll be in college forever.
13. I've seen Jason Mraz.
14. I get annoyed easily.
15. I eventually want kids.
16. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
17. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
18. I am a person.
19. I start film school in February.
20. I love the rain.
21. I love taking pictures.
22. I LUV girls who are fake.
23. I can be mean when I want to.
24. My dreams are bizarre.
25. One of my close friends is gay.
26. I have way too many purses.
27. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times.
28. I usually dress how I feel that day.
29. I love 'Sex and the City'.
30. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
31. I hate when people are late. Or too damn early.
32. I procrastinate.
33. I love winter.
34. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
35. I love to sleep.
36. I wish I were smarter.
37. I'm afraid of flying.
38. I love singing.
39. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
40. I love my hair.
41. I never fight with my parents.
42. I love the beach.
43. I have never had the chicken pox.
44. I'm excited for the future.
45. I can't control my emotions.
46. I can't wait till New Year's
47. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
48. I love my friends.
49. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
50. I can be very insecure sometimes.
51. I have never broken a bone.
52. I hate racist people.
53. I hate my computer.
54. I love guys that play the guitar.
55. I state the obvious.
56. I'm a happy person.
57. I love to dance.
59. I hate cleaning my room.
60. I tend to get jealous easily.
61. I love cute underwear.
62. I love John Mayer.
63. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
64. I want to go to Greece.
65. I don't like to study for tests.
66. I love God.
67. I am too forgiving.
68. I have a horrible sense of direction.
69. I love(d) high school.
70. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
71. I'm a daddy's girl.
72. I love kisses on the forehead.
73. I love the color pink.
74. I love to sew.
75. I have blue eyes.
76. I love the Olsen Twins.
77. I played soccer for 10 years.
78. I become stressed easily.
79. I HATE liars.
80. I like comfy sweatpants.
81. Paul Walker is a fag.
82. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained.
83. I love my family.
84. I hate needles.
85. I am a perfectionist.
86. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
87. I am still a virgin.
88. I would love to have my own fashion line.
89. I can be quite selfish.
90. I still act like a little kid sometimes.
91. I despise dishonesty.
92. I love pictures.
93. I love music.
94. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
95. I love getting stuff in the mail.
96. I have problems letting go of people.
97. I hate the feeling of being lonely.
99. I hate the fact that i wear size 5 jeans
100. I've never watched "Sex and the City" and I don't really care if I do.
101. I really don't want to add five things to this list.
102. So I won't.
103. Harry Potter is cool!
104. I am patient, to a point.
105. I like bunnies.
106. I often don't think before I speak and then regret it.
107. I love summer.
108. I miss the friends that I haven't seen for a while.
109. I like the feeling of sneezing.
110. The thought of special brownies make me giggle.
111. Sometimes i actually enjoy school but other times i just want it all to stop.
112. I work(ed) at a convenience store and strongly dislike it.
113. I love video games.
114. i'm an insomniac
115. i like lord of the rings...
116. im reading da vinci code
117. and..........my name is JC
118. i want thirteen kids
119. i get attached easily
120. but i still manage to have commitment problem
121. im an azn kid
122. I like to watch movies that make me cry.
123. I love playing in the rain.
124. Ive watched a porn.
125. Ive skinny dipped multiple times
126. People that shove religion down my throat bother me.
127. i miss my home of nine years
128. i love dancing to britney spears
129. I like it doggie style.
130. i need a life!
131. i love roller coasters.
132. i am scared of heights
133. My nails are painted pink
134. I love gum.
135. I think Johnny Knoxville is sexy!
136. I am in LOVE with Johnny Depp.
137. I'm a hopeless romantic.
138. I'm a pimp
139. I dont think before I speak
140. I get into trouble at least 3 times a week for stupid shit.
141. I have never gotten straight A's
142. I have a tanning bed in my house.
143. Olives are my favorite!
144. Kittens make me happy.
145. I am in love with AFI.
146. I am a supervisor at an amusement park.
147. I have a boyfriend whom I can trust.
148. I love the fact that my birthday is in August because it is not near any major holidays.
149. I have more than one favorite color
150. The end of 'Big Fish' makes me cry.
151. I am gay.
152. I have done drugs other than weed.
153. I have never cheated on anybody.
154. I hate chocolate.
155. I have an obsession with wanting to lose weight.
156. Im in love.
157. Jenni Kay Wolfgram is my best friend
158. I like cream cheese and salami
157. I love chocolate milk
158. I have spit-o-phobeia(fear of spit).
159. I cried for days when my dog died.
160. I am learning how to play lacrosse.
161. DDR rocks.
162. My middle name is Marie. ( confirmation name.. but its still in the middle between my first and last name)
163. I work at Publix.
164. I like a certain someone.
165. Somehow, the people I trust always let me down.
166. Sometimes, I want to move away, right away, and never look or come back.
167. I Love the Ashlee Simpson Show
168. I hate people that use others.
169. I freaking Love Yellowcard
170. I am in love with Kurt Cobain and I wish he never died.
171. I surf and skate.
172. I love Drew. He's a perfect 10.
173. I'm not ashamed to admit that I love the Backstreet Boys.
174. I have my belly button pierced.
175. I own a cowboy hat.
176. I've seen my favorite band more than a few times in concert
177. I shop at both Hot Topic & Hollister
178. I think Mexican guys are gorgeous.
179. I get cold really easily.
180. I write poetry.
181. I love reading.
182. I have a white noise machine that I can't sleep without
183. I'm majoring in Biology, and eventually will have a PhD.
184. I have a litter box in my closet
185. I was a cheerleader
186. I am a Scorpio
187.I live in the state of NY
188. I have more then Five piercings
189. I'm a lesbian
190. I'm a Taurus
191. I like making out in public
192. I go to a gay youth group
193. I wish i could believe in my friends
194. I'm scared to die
195. I am going away to college
196. Im learning how to skateboard
197. I've gotten stitches before
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